Healthy is a Lifestyle!!!

I have never been one to struggle with my weight, BUT

I am one that looks in the mirror and I am

NEVER SATISFIED!!!!

With that said I also want to say I do not think I am a big girl

I wear size 6 jeans and medium tops and I can squeeze into size 4

jeans BUT like I said I am not satisfied.

I know you are saying why?!?!? I would kill to get into size 6 jeans

Well my body type is very small except right in the stomach area.

I gain weight right in my stomach and buttox region. Oh and I have

what I like to call thunder thighs. If you jiggle one of them you best watch out

is all I am saying.

Ok Anyway!!! I have been trying the last few months to lose weight.

I want to get back into a size 4 and I want to look good in a bathing suit.

Well everytime I started my "diet" guess what I FAILED!!!!

I couldnt last a week on a diet. I would get frustrated and stomp around and pout and cry.

Ok I am lieing I didnt stomp around but I did cry. I hate failing in something!!! I felt

like a big lazy head. I came home every day with the motivation to work out. I

would even get my work out clothes on and then guess what I would sit down in the chair

just to rest for a minute and well guess what

I NEVER  GOT UP!!!

I kept getting on facebook and blogger and seeing all these people talking

about workouts, the gym, the scale, and running.

I was so mad and I would start stuffin my face as fast as I could

put food in my mouth. Well I am proud to say it really looks like

all of this as changed.

I am sure you are asking how and why and when and where??

Ok maybe not all of those questions but cause I woke up one day

and said you know what I spend more time hatint my body then

doing something about it. I spend more time making up excuses than just

working out. I spend more time looking at others and being jealous of

them than being like them.

I know look at it as a lifestyle change instead of a diet.

I have been counting calories and also going ro the park and

have started running everyday. So for the last week I have cleaned out

the pantry and restocked it and now that I am looking at it differntly it doesnt

seem so hard. Before it was about losing weight now I look at it as I dont want to lose

my life at a young age. Now my no means can I say I have it all figured out nor am I trying

to brag about it but I am very proud of myslef because before I barely latest two days and now I am going on a

week!!!!

I got on pinterest this morning and needed some motivation adn some drive to keep it up. And boy pinterest

was def the place to go cause I am ready to get to the park now. I am not a runner nor have I ever been a runner.  But I want to be one bad cause my boyfriend is a runner. Lets just say I SUCK at it

I can barely run a half a mile. Yes you can laugh at me. But after being on pinterest this morning

I am super pumped to run my half a mile when I get home.

So if any of my followers have any advice or tips please leave me a comment or

email me!!!! Any advice will be greatly appreciated.