Thursday, July 7, 2011

New Life:)

Well I know by this first post that it is obvious that I am new to this whole blogging thing. Dont know how it is going to work with me but I wanted to try so here I am. I started reading blogs a few months ok and I was amazed at how much I related to those blogs i read. For a while I have been dealing with past "demons" that want let go and dont know how to let them go so here recently I decided ok quit doing this to yourself. Stop the pity party and get up and change. Now your wondering well did you do it???? Lets just say I am a work in progress. You know parents try to raise you so your ready for the "real" world. UMMMMMMM hello no matter what or how you are raised you are never ready for the "real" world. I know i am my own worst enemy I mean I cause alot of pain and suffer on myself and Im not afraid to say to you. For example I will look in the mirror and be like UGGGGHHHHH i look so blotted and i dont like how it fits my hips so what do I do well duh you should know i grabbed a back of chips. Isnt that the normal thing to do????? Ok next example the bank statement comes in tears start streaming down my face well streaming makes it sound light I need to say POURING!!!! UGH im never going to be able to save for a new car. So what do i do???? Online shopping. . . .thats normal right.

Anyway thats why I want to start this blog to get out there learn about how other people deal with their emotions and everyday challenges. You can never have to many friends and friends is what gets you through those time of weakness. Please bare with me though for I am slow at technology and no thats not normal at all.

I want yall to meet my sweet pupper Lizzie Mae:) she is my heart and soul here lately I love coming home after a long day and getting sweet kisses from here. She is only 4 months old so acourse potty training is not at a 10 but one day it will be i just know it.