Funday Friday!!!

Ok peeps we need to talk. I think the world is fixing to come to and end. No not really calm down Im not a weirdo but something has defnitely happened to me. What the heck are you talking about is prob what your asking?? Well let me explain good lord give a girl time hahahaha

I am the girl that drools at clothes. I love style but I stink I repeat I stink I being in style. Do you get what I am saying. I am the one the in style people HATE hahaha I just assume I look ridiculous in everything. I love how cut people fix there hair and makeup but me puulease I dry my hair or either dont dry it and makeup ummm what the hey is that?? I know Security this girl needs to be under arrest for being crazy

Ok so this week I have dressed up, actually fixed my hair ( I attempted a poof), and I have wore makeup. Today I have on a scarf WHHHHHHHAAAAATTTTTTTT???? I think I want to go buy another scarf to GGGGGGGAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSPPPPPPPP!!!!! Yall think I am joking but I think something is wrong. I was watching a video on how to tie a scarf so I could wear it today.

Ok enough about all of that I have started back on my healthy diet really hard this week and woza I have had a killer headache all week yes like everyday cause I threw the Mt Dew in the garbage. Said bye bye and well Im having with drawals but I want to change my bad habits. I have lost 3 lbs this week also look out.

I have a confession to make also I am so jamming out to christmas music today. I wonder why they dont make Thanksgiving cds??? I mean you have Easter, Halloween but where the heck is Thanksgiving?? So I am wanting to get in the holiday spirits so Jessica Simpson to the rescue. I love her voice so much I still wish her and Nick would get back together though.

Also I have another confession to make Carrie Underwoods leg make me drool!!! No I am not a lesbo but good lord I got just as excited about her legs as I did about Luke Bryans tight pants the other night on the CMA awards. I mean come on that girl is HOTTT!!!!

I hope everyone has a great weekend. I am heading to Kosciusko tonight to have some R&R with the boyfriend and then its up bright and early in the morning. I have to take Lizzie Mae to my mom and step dad she is going to stay with them tomorrow and tomorrow night. Jeremy and I are headed to Starkvegas tomorrow to watch them Dawgs take on Bama!!!! A day of beer good food and good friends. I am excited cause I am going to hopefully get to meet Mrs Callie from The good Life!!!!

Hope everyone has a fun Friday!! If you see a veteran today stop and thank me for all they do!!! I just think Veterans Day should be a national holiday cause I dont like having to work when alot of people get the day off.

Thankful Thursday!!!

After this week I have had I couldnt just pass up the opportunity to link up with Callie for Thankful Thursday. Now with that said I am not sure how good I will be at this cause this is me we are talking about and I have never done a link up but Mrs Callie is so right everyone forgets Thanksgiving alot of the times I am guilty of that myself. As soon as November 1 rolls around I go into panic mode, OMG I have got to get started Christmas shopping. So Callie thanks for preaching to me. I am going to start back on November 1 and go through well this morning November 10.

November 1- I am thankful for my parents! They made my childhood very difficult for me and still to this day I have alot of insecurities because of them BUT I am who I am today because of who they are.

November2- I am thankful for my sister! She makes me mad more times than I can count and alot of times I want to choke her but I couldnt imagine like without having my big sister to fight with:)

November3- I am thankful for my grandpaw! He has instilled so much in me especially my love for music. His heart is so big and so giving I just hope one day my heart is half of his.

November4- I am thankful for my best friend Jacob! I have put him through alot but he is alawys there loving me when I need a friend to confide in, a friend to scream at, and a friend to cry to. We have been friends for 9 years and I know we will be friends forever:)

November 5- I am thankful for my nephew! Conner has brought so much joy, love, and laughter into my life. I never knew what love was til I held him in my arms for the first time.

November 6-  I am thankful for my precious boyfriend Jeremy!! i had given up on my happy ending and finding love then you came along and swept me off my feet. I have never smiled so much and laughed so much until you came along. You saved me from a bad place.

November 7-  I am thankful for my job. DOnt get me wrong most days I hate my job but I know there is alot of people today that dont have a job to come to ever day.

November 8-  I am thankful for my health!! Cancer is becoming a much more common word in our everyday vocabulary and in every age group. Its not just cancer alot of different diseases are spreading our world today.

November 9- I am thankful for my friend Lindsay! I havent had a good girlfriend in forever until you came along. I love how honest and real you are:)

November 10-  Last on mylist today but certainly not least I am thankful for God!!! He def has his hands full with me but he never FAILS!!! I know I stray from him alot  but he is always waiting for when I come crawling back.

Callie thank you for what you are doing this month you defnitely slapped me in the face this morning.( No people not literally) I dont know you and for your benefit its prob good that you dont me;) but thanks for remindning all of us to slow down and take the time to be thankful for what we do have. Oh and if I didnt do the link up right girl email me and tell me the right way cause Im still learning :))

Random Day!!!

Ok so this girl learned something new I know SHOCKER!!!! I swear somedays I feel like my parents hate me cause why didnt they teach me more good gosh. Anywho last week my sinuses went hair wire and I had to go get a shot in my buttox which yes I am 25 and still tear up when I get a shot. Yes I am a big baby but you would be to if you had my sensitive tush.

Ok enough about my tush. Well since last Friday miss Lizzie Mae hasnt been feeling well and has even thrown up a few times which makes me throw up to cause YUCK!!!! So it is just a hot mess when she gets sick. Well I decided to call her vet this morning and see if I needed to bring her in. I tell him what she has been doing and he proceeds to tell me that I gave Lizzie my sinus infection. WHAT??? Is this normal??? My dog caught my infection??? I did not know that animals could catch stuff from humans. So if I have the flu can my baby catch it. I honestly think I am getting dumber by the day cause I have had animals all my life and I did not know this. I think I am calling and checking in to reserving me a room at the nursing home cause at this rate whew I will be there by the time I am 30.

Also today is voting day. THANK GOD it is almost over cause I am so tired tired of hearing about it all. Here in MS we have the amendment 26 which is about prolife. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! I am tired of hearing everybody bicker and fuss about it. I mean it has been ridic. I have my beliefs and usually when I am asked my opinion I will give it to you but about 26 I have just kept my mouth shut. God knows my my heart and knows how I feel and thats all that matters.

I finally quit complaining about how I had no winter clothes and went shopping during lunch today YES!! I got some cute stuff to. I got 3 new dresses to where with my tights plus I got a pair of grey tights. What you want to see pictures of what I got well I wish I could show you to but this dumb girl cant figure out to upload pictures. I am gonna try to find pictures of it all online. I got alot of cute stuff and for a really good price to. I am def washing all my stuff tonight so I can start wearing them. I also want to get me some scarfs to start wearing cause they are super cute. I really need a good girl friend to help me with my fashion sense cause well I stink at it.

Just for the people who care and even for the ones that dont really I just wanted you to know than in 3 weeks and 4 days I will be making the big move to Kosciusko in with the boyfriend:)) I am so excited but nervous. Well Im off to do some work I am so ready for 5 to get here so I can go home and take a nap.

My embarrasing moment that I shouldnt post!!!!!

I know after this post the five followers that I do have will definitely hit the unfollow button but this is my blog and I dont ever want to forget this STUPID moment of mine. I have a tendency to open my mouth and embarrass myself but acourse everyone that is around gets a very good laugh out of my stupidity. Anywho saturday me, the boyfriend, and some of our friends were watching the big game. I am sorry to the people who are LSU fans but I am not so much. I have my many reasons though so dont cuss my name yet. I do know they are a good team but they still arent my favorite.

Anyway sorry. . . .  My friends said I hate how Lsu says GEAUX tigers I mean come on G-O is a 2 letter word. Ok insert me being all confused faced. I said what are you talking about??? My friends shows me a facebook status that said GEAUX TIGERS!!!!! I said you pronounce that GO?????? My friend said how did you think you pronounced it??? I said good scotts I thought you pronounced it GEAUX ( G-ox). I said OMG I thought that was the name of the mascot the geaux tiger.

Yes after this conversation I didnt speak for the rest of the night cause I was like how did everybody else know this and I amso dumb and didnt. I am totally laughing about this now lol cause I am not so dumb for thinking this well in my book anyway. Why would people want to change the way of spelling such a simple word??? I know the answer though. They knew I would be the last person in this area to figure this out.

Hope everyone is having a blessed Monday!!!!

Decorating, Football, Friends, & a Good Weekend:)

Good Morning Fellow Bloggers:)
  
        I promised yall that I would do better with my blog. So here is a brand new week of happy thoughts. I have to say I had a great weekend. I am also loving the time change cause when my alarm went off this morning I didnt mind getting up cause the sun was shining YESSSSSS!!!!!!

Anyway recap of Friday was work and work then got off went home got packed up and Jeremy got to Carthage around 5:30. We went and grabbed a subway and then headed to Leake Academy to watch them in the first round of the playoffs. Acourse Leake didnt pull off the win but it was a very exciting game but also a very cold night. After the game we headed to Kosciusko for the weekend.

Saturday morning started out early cause we wanted to get alot done with the house. My mom and step dad came down to help and see the house for the first time. We finally have pictures hanging on the wall WOOHOO!!! It is finally starting to look like home. After my mom and step dad left, it was off to walmart for food and home to cook. We decided to not go to States homecoming but to have a few friends over to watch the LSU vs Alabama game. I think our first get to together was a big success seemed like everyone loved the house and we had way to much food. I fixed Rotel dip, peanut butter cup cookies, and pepporoni pizza cups.

via pinterest

We had a great night but when everyone left it was crash time even poor Lizzie was exhausted and I didnt think she ever got tired.

Sunday morning acourse started early due to the time change which was fine with me. I cooked Jeremy homemade breakfast burritos I adapted this recipe from Fitting Back in. We love this burritos. After breakfast it was showers and ready to start the day. We had to go to walmart and get some utinsels. I needed a rake for the yard. There is 2 big pine trees in the front yard which means a HOT mess our front yard is nothing but pine needles everywhere. I got the front yard raked up then Jeremy started raking all the leaves up in the back yard while I washed our sheets and finished cleaning up from the night before. By the time Jeremy got through with the back yard it was dark so we came in and got showered and ready for a movie night. We decided to watch the new Fast Five cause we wanted to hear how our new surround sound sounded. We loved it:)

I am back in Carthage for two days and will go back to Kosciusko Wednesday after work to watch the ACM awards with Jeremy :) December 3 cant get here fast enough I am loving our lil home together. My mom gave me my great grandparents first bed room suite. I am hoping to redo it and maybe paint but I am so scared to do it cause I have never done anything like that. Have any of you ever redone furniture before?? Some of the wood is peeling off of it but I just cant throw it away cause I am a sucker for antique furniture. Is that weird?? I am a cheap person if you want to give me something trust me I can find some where to use it. I am not cheap when it comes to other people though I will drop moneyin a heart beat to make someone else happy.

What did everybody else do this weekend? I have got to order a card reader for my computer but as soon as I do I will upload pictures. I have tried to upload some from my iphone but I couldnt figure that out. I know I am not good with this technology sorry. 

Random stuff!!!

I was reading my blog this monring. Hey dont judge me Im not a total freak hahahahaha. Anyway I was reading my blog and I was like OMG no wonder I only have 5 followers I come across has a miserable person. All my blogs are like dark depression good night yall prob think that I never have fun and I am a b**** which I can be that word especially when mother natures decides to show up. Ok sorry I am rambling.

I wanted to give you a good blog and tell you about myself and what I love to do. The good stuff though cause I know I use this blog to sort through my life changes which is the bad stuff but I have got to do better letting you in on the good stuff. Ok then lets go.

Well my name is Nicole which duh I am sure you know that but I am 25 years old ugh I know that means I'm halfway to 50. Most days I think my body is already falling apart hahahaha If I had to describe my personality I would def say tender hearted. Why?? Well cause everybody that knows me tells me I worry and care to much for others. They are right I hate to make anybody mad well except my boyfriend I do that on purpose alot of times hehehehe. I am obsessed with music. Yes I have an addiction. I buy a new cd like every other day NAWP!!!! its not that bad. Alot of people like clothes shopping which I do to but Im more obsessed with music. My boyfriend gets annoyed at how music I know.

I love meeting new people and never meet a stranger at all. If you will talk to me trust me I will talk to you til you tell me to shutup. I have a tendency to say stupid stuff and get laughed at alot. I love it though weird right?? I just love to see people smiling and laughing so hey if they find me something to laugh at then bring it on cause laughter makes the world a better place. I think my dog is human. Yes you read that correctly I think Lizzie Mae is my daughter. When she goes to stay at my moms or with Jeremy's sister I pack her an overnight bag and I cry when we drive away. I know I have a problem. hahahahaha

I am obsessed with tv especially reality tv. If it is reality then yep this girl is watching it. Mtv and I are inthe works of shooting a reality show hahahaha Snooki has nothing on me. No its bad cause I actually hate reality tv cause its so dumb but I cant quit watching it. I know Im cray cray. I love to cook like no really cook not the take it out of a box and put it in the oven cook but the get down and dirty with them ingredients cooking. I feel like I accomplish something great when I cook well until I eat way to much then I feel bloated. ummm k tmi

I love the outdoors and love fishing. Ok let me clarify what I mean by "fishing" I do not mean getting in a boat and having all this famous fishing equiment. I mean having a cane pole, a container of worms or crickets, and a cooler of beer. I love just having fun with it and drinking alot while doing it which usually ends up in me- drunk and the fish- gone. Yeah I dont ususally catch alot but I do enjoy the memories made. I live in the sticks and everybody hunts but me. Well unless you count the time I ran over the squirrel by accident. Yes dont judge me but I cried when I hit the squirrel and picked it up and could have possible had my grandpaw bury.

I am the freak that prays everytime I see a dead animal in the road and I shed a tear.You would think I wouldnt eat meat but WRONG I love me some meat which kinda makes me sound like a hypocrite right. I know I have issues and I am working on these. hahahahaha I suck at being creative that is until pinterest came along NOW im a genius. I wish I could kiss the person who came up with that idea.

I get embarrassed about everything yes my face stays red alot. If you are ever in walmart and hear a guy saying hey honey dont you need some tampons and you hear a big crash that will be me hiding. Jeremy loves to embarrass me and he will say whatever he needs to get the job done. He says he loves my face when Im embarrassed. I dont exactly know what it looks like but evidently he loves it.

Im a Elvis fanatic no serious. I went to Graceland and cried the whole time. I mean who does that?? This girl. I having concert dvd, tshirts, coffee mugs, and yes I am jamming out to his cd right now. I so wish he was alive still.

So there you go Im a freak lol I am different but God made me and I love my life I swear I do. I just have a hard time letting go of my past. If there is anything else you want to know just ask!! I am so sorry that my blog has been like a dungeion of darkness hahaha. It will be more fun filled I promise.

I am so excited cause we are having our first get together at the new house tomorrow night:) yes I have been doing the elvis leg thrust move all day cause Im so excited. I am so nervous though cause nobody has seen the house yet well none of our friends so yikes what if they hate it. Anywho

What are yall doing this weekend?? Anything fun!!!

The Month of Thanks!!!

I keep reading on twitter, facebook, and here in the blog world about how everyone is so thankful and how they are so excited for the holidays. . . .

I am trying so hard to be excited and years back I was one of you. I loved the holidays, loved this time of year, and always wanted people to know how thankful I was for my life, my health, and my family. What happened you are prob asking?? DIVORCE happened and ever sense then my family has been separated and my heart broken. In the years sense the divorce I have spent Thanksgiving ever where but with my family, yes I have seen my grandpaw on thanksgiving and even seen my sister but it was just small chit chat. Christmas is the exact same way it is so fast pace having to see my dad and his family then trying to squeeze in time to see my mom and her new family, then also having to see my sister and her family.

I know I am blessed but when the holidays come around I always get sad and depressed sorry I can't lie about it. Like now I see Jeremy's family all getting excited about the holidays and spending it together like they always do and it hurts my heart cause I want the same thing but sometimes scared I will never have it. Jeremy's family is extremely close very much unlike mine and sometimes I have a hard time dealing with the closeness cause my family has never been close.

A few months back I started getting close with his family and we all kinda had a set back and now I honestly feel like they hate me and I am scared to even try. Which is really making this holiday season so hard. I feel like I got my family who doesnt know how to be close and faithful family then now Jeremy's family who doesnt understand where I am coming from and just tolerates me. I have talked to Jeremy and he says his family loves me but they are all so close and I want that closeness. Maybe it all just takes time.

I hate that I am being a debbie downer but this is what I have been feeling the last few days. I get all emotional and jealous hearing about how excited everybody is for the upcoming holidays. I am able to ignore my family situation until the holidays. Then all the memories and the pain of the divorce comes back to haunt me. Does any of you have situaitions like this??